Men thing

Bakit kaya may mga taong nagseselos sa’yo kahit wala ka namang ginagawa sa bf/gf/asawa nila?

Isang beses nga minura pa ako nung asawa ng isang lalaking ni hindi ko nga ka-close eh.

Bakit nga naman kasi may mga lalaking naghahanap pa rin ng iba kahit na may asawa or girlfriend na sila?

Dahil ba gusto nilang patunayan ang pagkalalaki nila? Sabi kasi nila, nasusukat ang pagkalalaki sa dami ng naging karelasyon.

Or dahil hindi na sila kontento sa partner nila?

Bakit din gustong-gusto nila kapag nalalaman nilang may gusto ang isang babae sa kanila? Yung tipong huhulihin ka niya malaman lang na crush mo siya. Feeling artista naman!

Sabi nga dib a, “Men are polygamous in nature”.

Kaya masakit man isipin pero kailangan tanggapin na yung boyfriend or asawa mo tumitingin din sa iba. Naghahanap ng atensyon ng iba habang wala ang girlfriend o asawa nila.

As what they say, “The mice play while the cat is away”.

Hanggang kelan ba dapat magtiis? Hanggang kelan ba dapat pahabain ang pasensya? Hanggang kelan ba dapat unawain ang isang tao?

Pero kung makapagsalita sayo, kay lambing, kay amo. Mukhang sincere, mukhang in love na inlove sayo. Syempre si babae naman, magpapakatanga rin maniniwala, aasa. Pero ang totoo, naka-block or naka-filter ka na pala sa fb account niya.

Napakagulo ng usapang love life. Nakakagulo. Nagpapagulo sa iba. Nanggugulo ng iba. Ginugulo ng iba.

Nakakalito. Nakakainis.

Masaya! kahit minsan, alam mong umaasa ka lang at naghihintay.

“I want to feel again that same old feeling with him”

MFRS

SPACE

"Hindi pa ako RN, pero acting nurse na ako sa lola ko." - from my plurk account 1/04/10

Yeah right! Napag-isip-isip ko na hindi ko naman talaga kelangan maging Registered Nurse para maging isang nurse. Meron ngang iba dyan RN na pero sa ibang propesyon umaasenso. Naisip ko lang naman kasi medyo nadedepress na rin ako dahil hindi pa ako nakakapagboard dahil sa hinayupak na birth certificate na yan. Pero, nararamdaman ko namang maaayos pero hindi pa siguro soonest. Maybe, it will take months or years? Hehe. I don't know. But, I am thinking na maghanap na ng ibang work. Nakakapagod kaya tumambay, 'di ba 'di ba? Lalo namang nakakapagod kapag wala kang pera.

What do I wish for Christmas??

One day to go and it's Christmas and what do I wish for??

Is it gifts?

Is it new shoes, new bags, new clothes, techies?

Is it a new job?

Is it new love life?

Is it bunch of money?

Is it wealth for my family?

Is it new friends?

What??????!!!!

As I am writing this blog, I realized that I really don't need much of material things. It would really be nice if I will receive those but the happiness I feel will just be temporary. There are still some things that I wanted to look for. To be honest, sometimes I feel empty and lonely even though they are there for me, my family, friends, and boyfriend. I feel there are some points that is lacking in me. Suddenly, I wonder, "Was it just my perspective that makes me feel I am sad?". "Am I just being negative about certain things that is happening to me, or  just too sensitive about what people say or do to me?" "Am I becoming paranoid, thinking that they don't like me, that I don't belong to them, or that I am just a trying hard to be inside their circle."

Poof!! Realization came out to my mind! Perhaps this was all happening to me because I am always thinking that I don't need other people to live in this world. I've always thought that since I was a kid because I didn't want to let others hurt me. But, I've realized now that it was a wrong thinking. I need others because they will be the one to appreciate me, to love me,  to make me feel that I belong in this world. Just like what they are saying, "man is a social being". Thanks for the person who said that! You don't know how you made me realize that I am a social being, too. I am living in this world for others to be part of my life and for me to be part of their lives too. It was a mutual relationship between "me" and "them".

I wish CONTENTMENT AND HAPPINESS for this Christmas. I wish for a better ME by learning to ACCEPT pains and challenges in life. I wish for a POSITIVE PERSPECTIVE IN LIFE. I wish more people will come to my life to make me realize I'm worth living in this world!

Merry Christmas to all of you!!

PAALAM!

mfrs