November 1, 2010. This is the first day of the month. It is also the All Saint's Day where people either go to cemetery to visit their loved ones, or cook the favorite dishes of the dead. Ironically, isn't it? Why do they treat dead people as if they are alive? Besides, it is All "Saint's" Day, not All "Soul's" Day. Well, I must say that I am NOT against it. I understand that they do such stuff because this is one special occasion that they are given one whole day to reminisce, recall, think back their loved ones. This is one whole day for prayers and for small talk even if you don't see them. Well, this day is not intended for us to be sad and sober. This also a time for celebration. For get together moments with your family where what you do is talk and bring back all the memories, even if it is sad, embarrassing, happy, unforgettable. All people seemed to be nostalgic and creepy. Happy Halloween!!
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Well, the real purpose of this blog, is for me to start for something different. I want a new life. I am sick of things that I am used to. I feel wasted. I want to freshen up my life. November is my MONTH, so just realized that I have to create a new phase of my life and these are the things that I want to get started:
*One, I really want to get physically fit. Even if I never admit to other people, deep inside me I am OVERLY CONSCIOUS of my physique now. I am starting to get bigger and "fatter" but for other people, I don't care about it at all. But, as what I have said, I am starting to get conscious and "DEPRESSED" about it. I needed to do ways to get slim.
1. I would jog every morning. Actually, together with my aunt, we used to do it every morning in the city's park. However, when the Tiangge was built in the parks main road, we were not able to do it again. I got tired of it and I feel I don't NEED to do it anymore. I don't WANT to do it anymore. I feel lazy to wake up early in the morning, tie up my "new" rubber shoes' lace and take a jog with my aunt in the park or somewhere. Even she was obviously getting lazy to do it. But NOW that I was becoming DEPRESSED about it, I must have to do it again. I must have to bring back my MOTIVATION. I want to do it, because I need to do it.
2. I have to lessen my food intake. I think this is really the reason why I get fat. For the past few days, my Boss always bring me to different restaurant where I barely could resist the foods. I think I should control my craving and I should not eat dinner from now on.
3. I should engage in different sports or physical activities. Because of my work (as a secretary and Boss's companion), I barely could walk. I just sit in the office, face computer to type and visit my facebook account. This is the reason why I asked my mom to let me play Badminton in their school (my former school). In this way, even if it's weekend, I could somehow exercise my joints and muscles. Aside from the burning of fat that would benefit me the most, the circulation of my blood would also improve, thus, it would make me a healthy person.
4. I should sleep early and less browsing the internet. I have noticed that being still awake even if it's already late makes me hungry. I crave for snacks and the result is: I eat even if I should not have to. And, when I am already full, I got so sleepy and the ending is: I sleep with full stomach, and when I wake up the next day, my tummy got bigger and I could feel that the food that I have eaten was not digested well.
For this plan to be successful, I know that I should constantly work on it.
*Two, the reason why I've created this blog is to have some space with the people so close to me. Even if I know that they also have their blogs, I kept anonymous to them. Because, what will be written in this blog involves them. I wanted to shout in the world what I could not say to them. I wanted to be free. I wanted to say things without feeling any hesitations.
*Three, I want this to be my opportunity to explore. I've always wanted to write down my thoughts, may it be simple or complicated. I just feel that this could be an open door for me to have a sense of self-achievement even just in writing.
I am so assured that this will not be my first and last blog. I am hoping that I would get to enjoy what I have started this new beginning of a new journey. ☺
That's For NOW...
PAALAM
2. I have to lessen my food intake. I think this is really the reason why I get fat. For the past few days, my Boss always bring me to different restaurant where I barely could resist the foods. I think I should control my craving and I should not eat dinner from now on.
3. I should engage in different sports or physical activities. Because of my work (as a secretary and Boss's companion), I barely could walk. I just sit in the office, face computer to type and visit my facebook account. This is the reason why I asked my mom to let me play Badminton in their school (my former school). In this way, even if it's weekend, I could somehow exercise my joints and muscles. Aside from the burning of fat that would benefit me the most, the circulation of my blood would also improve, thus, it would make me a healthy person.
4. I should sleep early and less browsing the internet. I have noticed that being still awake even if it's already late makes me hungry. I crave for snacks and the result is: I eat even if I should not have to. And, when I am already full, I got so sleepy and the ending is: I sleep with full stomach, and when I wake up the next day, my tummy got bigger and I could feel that the food that I have eaten was not digested well.
For this plan to be successful, I know that I should constantly work on it.
*Two, the reason why I've created this blog is to have some space with the people so close to me. Even if I know that they also have their blogs, I kept anonymous to them. Because, what will be written in this blog involves them. I wanted to shout in the world what I could not say to them. I wanted to be free. I wanted to say things without feeling any hesitations.
*Three, I want this to be my opportunity to explore. I've always wanted to write down my thoughts, may it be simple or complicated. I just feel that this could be an open door for me to have a sense of self-achievement even just in writing.
I am so assured that this will not be my first and last blog. I am hoping that I would get to enjoy what I have started this new beginning of a new journey. ☺
That's For NOW...
PAALAM
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